House of Blackbirds

Instinct Vs. Reason Redux

2012-02-17T12:10:00.000-08:00

Last week, I made one of my personal favorite scores available on iTunes. Part of doing so involved me setting up a time to hang with Jenn Page and Anthony Pearce and talk about some good times.

It's always a good time with those two. The score was really a lot of fun and I got to do a lot of different things, flexing my comedy chops with a big orchestra. Be sure to check out the album now available on iTunes and Amazon!

New Demo for 2012

2012-02-08T18:16:00.000-08:00

Since it is a new year, I thought it wise to put together a new collection of recent works.

I decided to host this collection on SoundCloud (and likely future collections), thinking its Facebook-connectivity would make it easier to showcase music sets. But it doesn't work on Facebook despite its claims to the contrary. I'm not saying I'm a luddite, but it took me over an hour to figure out you cannot install SoundCloud on a Facebook page you create, rather only on your personal page--that seems to work properly.

To get music on your band page you have to use a different service. There are a couple of options, but I went with BandRX which takes media from SoundCloud and puts it into a similar format. I guess the only difference being that it actually works on Facebook. There are a few other perks to it, such as a mailing list feature and a few other things I doubt I will use. It is a little strange, but it turned out okay, and Facebook.com/JosephCarrilloComposer is in full music showcase mode.

I decided to go with SoundCloud specifically for the graphical interface, particularly since I can differentiate parts of my demo in a DVD-chapter-like fashion, allowing one to skip ahead to the next selection without having to scrub and/or guess their way to the next selection.

It seemed like a good idea on the surface, so we'll see how it is received. Additionally each selection also has a 60-second version available (the above features approximately 30-second excerpts).

For now the demo is all that is posted on my SoundCloud page, similar to Facebook, the url is SoundCloud.com/JosephCarrilloComposer, but as I update my website to the new format, I will be posting a lot more music there.

Rambling. Hey, it's an excuse to post

2012-02-02T12:54:00.000-08:00

I began the year with the best of intentions. I hoped to be more active amongst the various social media, and tried to set the bar reasonably low: like blogging once a week, posting on facebook once or twice per week.

There was--and still is--a bunch of other junk on the list, other usual suspects like eating healthy, getting a good night's sleep, reading a book (with pages!). The things we all want to do, that we tell ourselves: I can do that, because I am "that person." The person who does those conscientious things, like vacuuming regularly, or once every couple of weeks dusting the one piece of real wood furniture you own, attempting to keep the studio from being buried beneath the results of my brain opening up to let the insanity out.

It's not that I'm not "that person." It's just that the person who I am, or the body my personality inhabits, gets easily distracted by shiny objects. And occasionally there is just no amount of enticing that will allow the real me an earnest moment of being within my schedule. I have an idea of what my day is like, or what it is supposed to be like, and sometimes the slightest thing can derail my focus.

So that being said, I'm using this excuse of not knowing what to write, to write. And use it as less a promise to whomever might read this, but moreso to myself. This year, I'm just going to let myself ramble, and give myself permission to do so without fear of the tether of relevance or requisite of wit. That whole "dance like no one is watching" thing? Ugh, as much as it pains me to pick at the bones of that rotting horse, it's time to bust a move.

I am finishing work on a newly sequenced, mixed and mastered version of the score from Instinct Vs. Reason, a short film which I scored back in 2004, which should be available in the next couple of weeks.

First Vlog for 2012!

2012-01-14T12:47:00.000-08:00

This week I discuss the screenings I recently attended, a music project for Jenn Page, and tease a recording project for the Fines. Join the conversation!

Watch the trailer for My Stupid Heart!

The Cherry Tree Chorale

2011-12-24T20:38:00.000-08:00

Here's an arrangement of the Cherry Tree Carol with some shades of Holly & Ivy, for 4 recorders and 2 oboes. Merry Xmas!

Orchestration Breakdown: Zenoids Theme

2011-12-20T16:20:00.000-08:00

This week, I speculate as to why I didn't make the top 10. Was it my orchestral palette, or my lack of a more coherent theme? Join me in a look behind the orchestration:

Download the pdf of the score here.

Baby of Mine - Now on YouTube

2011-12-06T16:20:00.000-08:00

Baby of Mine has now been available for viewing on YouTube! Be sure to like, favorite and comment!

You can also view a Behind the Scenes look at creating the score for the film:

Music Vlog for Dec 2nd

2011-12-03T13:06:00.001-08:00

Check out my latest vlog and join the conversation. Topics this week include Zenoid mania, my small role in creating the mockup for The Gift of the Elk (an orchestral work by Jim Cockey), and Christmas music.

Zenoids Main Title Music Contest - Semi-finalists

2011-12-01T16:11:00.001-08:00

I'm so excited to announce that I made it into the top 40 semi-finals of the Zenoids Main Title Music Contest hosted by MyOuterSpace.com.

Happy Halloween

2011-10-31T04:20:00.000-07:00

Take a sip of Witches Brew!

Have a Happy Halloween!

Return of the Champion

2011-10-14T15:18:00.000-07:00

My latest work, Return of the Champion, is done. This was so much fun to write! If you watch this on YouTube, in the info box, there are links to all the step-by-step videos that show the process of creating this piece from the initial composing to the orchestration, programming, and finally mixing and mastering. There are some links as well on this blog in previous posts. Enjoy!

To be kept aware of the latest goings on, subscribe to my YouTube channel.

Percussion

2011-09-16T16:20:00.000-07:00

Today is the last installment of the Orchestration step: Percussion. At the end of this video I finally reveal the Title.

Next week we move onto Step 5: MIDI.

Orchestration Module Wrap-up

2011-09-13T16:20:00.000-07:00

As I work through this composition module and have focused on each section of the orchestra, it has really helped me consider my approach to each instrument. This has been an interesting experience, because I don't usually orchestrate one section completely through a piece from start to finish. I typically start with the most important element for a few measures or a phrase and then work on the orchestration around it, a percussion note here, brass chord there, etc., and then move on to the next few measures or phrase.

I certainly have felt more pressure since I'm doing this in front of an audience, and having to narrate my way through my work, as well as record, edit, and create a narrative of how and why I made the choices I did. It certainly takes more time. Ultimately, like anything else, I just want it to sound good.

The biggest challenge is brevity, as I could talk about music, and many things I have in mind ad nauseum. I also digress and get derailed on tangents, so there is a great deal of rambling that I have edited out.

This Friday I will post the percussion module, which will probably be a much shorter video than the previous three. Percussion is always tricky because the notation I enter into Finale is rough and not always indicative of the final result. There is a lot more trial and error that happens, in percussion, and especially in the auxillary percussion. I may load up a tambourine and try a few different things while the MIDI plays back to decide where and how, if any, is required in the piece.

So far the orchestration is coming together well, and I'm excited to move into the MIDI stage. I always get sick of listening to the Finale softsynth (I have considered purchasing the GM wavetable from Sonivox, since I imagine it would be much more bearable, but just haven't done it), and I don't know about you, but I'm ready to hear some VSL.

Check out the Strings, Brass, and Woodwind Orchestration Videos.

Composition Module

2011-08-22T16:20:00.000-07:00

If you haven't visited my YouTube channel recently, I have been working on a series of videos wherein each week I discuss an aspect of my composition process, starting with Melody and going through Mastering. In the first video I composed an 8-bar melody, the second video, I harmonized it.

The most recent video, I talk about arranging, though I realized about halfway through that I wasn't thinking of an arrangement in the literal sense, and that the actual term I mean was just "more composition." Now that I consider this, "development," would have been a more apt substitute, since that is basically what I did. I took the elements of the melody and harmony and created a 1:30 cue.

This Friday, I will present the first Orchestration video. (As I began to create the material for the Orchestration step, it became quickly clear that these videos are going to be too long to do all at once. So this week, I will focus on voicing the string section, next week, brass, followed by woodwinds and finally percussion.) I'm really excited how the orchestration has turned out thus far. It is going to rock when the VSL Dimension Brass belt this thing out. Stay tuned!

Gushing over Giacchino and Talking Up Orchestration Resources

2011-07-22T20:52:00.000-07:00

This week I went to an event featuring Michael Giacchino and it was amazing! I also talk about a few places around the net where you can learn more about orchestration.

I'll chat about that more in an upcoming module, but here's a few things to put you on the right track.

EQ and film recc

2011-07-01T12:13:00.000-07:00

This week, I throw in some chat about EQ and rave about the new documentary, "I Am."

Featured on ComposerStudios.com!

2011-06-22T11:19:00.000-07:00

I have been featured on the new site: ComposerStudios.com!

http://composerstudios.com/?p=265

It is so easy to be self deprecating about this, Studio, HA!, spare room in the apartment with an 18-foot ceiling that I'm trying to use as a mixing environment, that I tried to clean up enough to take a picture without showing the piles of scores and books and papers that I can't seem to figure out how to organize / deal with. Plus the shelves of reed equipment, rejected reed carcases, knives, sharpening stones and general disaster that happens when my brain opens up and spills out all over the place.

...but I'm not going to do that.

Baby of Mine Screening

2011-06-14T16:20:00.000-07:00

The Festival Premiere Screening of Baby of Mine was a huge success. The film was very well received and was in good company. It is always weird when there is one film that isn't as good as the others, and weirder still when your film is the odd one out. Luckily this was not one of those time. They were all good, and all on par. It was definitely a good program. Interesting that all the films had a baby / family theme and were all completely inappropriate for viewing by children.

It was wonderful to finally meet Gia the producer and Karen, one of the actresses. Gia has also created a website for the film: http://www.BabyOfMineFilm.com

(Filmmaker Q&A)

I need to give a shout out to all my friends who attended, and for those who couldn't but still contacted me with messages of support. I feel the love!

Dear Staples: Your Recycled Paper Pricing Structure

2011-06-11T13:49:00.000-07:00

Dear Staples,

Can you explain to me why you charge more for recycled paper? You are essentially selling me USED paper. I bought reams of new fresh, crisp, exciting paper for much cheaper than your enviro-friendly second-hand wares. Are you saying that if I want to be environmentally responsible I need to pay more? You may not realize this, but you seem to be implying that only the elite buy recycled paper, because it's more expensive and therefore a premium product. Or perhaps you are trying to guilt your customers into making environmentally conscious decisions by voting with their wallets. Spend more! It's the RIGHT thing for the environment! Then you can look at a report showing people overwhelmingly buying recycled paper even though it is more expensive, and therefore your customer base has shown the morality that they will choose the moral option of recycled over new! No.

Look outside. Is it raining money? Not on my house. I'm going to buy the cheaper paper. Not because I don't care about the environment, but because it's cheaper. And I just need a couple reams of paper. I would happily make the environmentally friendly choice if you would make a little swap-a-rooney on your pricing structure. Because something newer should cost more than something recycled. And face it: recycled isn't always better quality. So, really, if the price has to be higher because the process costs more, then there is something wrong with the process.

It seems like cutting down a tree to turn it into paper is a lot more extensive than taking paper and turning into paper.

Lastly, this current structure doesn't inspire me to recycle. It makes me think, "those dicks are just going to reuse this and charge more for it." So it's almost like you're making money on the same thing twice.

Feel free to correct me if I am wrong.

A Music Score Discussion of Baby of Mine

2011-06-03T12:19:00.000-07:00

This week, instead of my usual vlog, I got down and dirty with Final Cut Express and brought you a quick discussion and behind-the-scenes look at the music score for Baby of Mine.

Welcome the Darkling!

2011-05-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

The Darkling has surfaced on YouTube and I highly recommend you check it out if you like things that are awesome. I had a great time working on this with Adam, and it was a lot of work and as you'll clearly see it was well worth it. Enjoy! Like, Favorite, and Comment!

Remember the album is available on iTunes!

Baby's First Festival!

2011-05-16T23:07:00.000-07:00

I'm so excited that Baby of Mine has been accepted into its first film festival: The 15th Playhouse West Film Festival. The festival is June 10, 11, and 12th, and just around the corner in North Hollywood at the El Portal Theater. I will definitely be attending the premiere.

You can click here for more information.

I will be posting more information soon.

Platonic Episode 2

2011-04-29T00:41:00.000-07:00

Check out the new episode of Platonic!

Orchestration Breakdown: Platonic 1st Cue

2011-04-27T16:20:00.000-07:00

Watch as I talk through the orchestration of the opening cue of Platonic Episode 1:

Music Vlog for 3-25

2011-03-25T10:45:00.000-07:00

In case you haven't stopped by my YouTube channel, I've started doing a Vlog there, wherein I try to post a new video every Friday. This week I delve into my new library Ivory II.

The only things I didn't mention about it, is it is not 64bit for Mac yet, but probably in the next year. And if my ringing endorsement wasn't enough of an indication, I love this library!

Drinkin' and Fightin'

2011-03-17T08:30:00.000-07:00

Watch me perform 2 Irish Jigs and get into a fight with my shirt:

Some Random Thoughts

2011-03-16T16:20:00.000-07:00

Today is one of those days where I feel raw and tingly. Where every breath is a sob, and every word hits my ears like the touch a little too roughly on a burn, an emotional sting to every encounter. It's a good place to be: vulnerable and ready for all the inspiration swirling through the universe to stick to my open sore of a mind. It's a gory metaphor, but bleeding heart isn't far enough: I need another mile, another five miles, because the road is longer than that. I can't write it all down fast enough, I can't keep hold of it. It flows through me and that song I heard flew away before I could catch it. Maybe it will land in your palms where it was meant to be and you'll hold it to the sunlight. Maybe it will never grace you and will eventually find its way back to me through the drinking water, or a dinner roll, or the sudden intake of breath as I see something I wish I hadn't, but will be indelibly written in my brain and played on a loop until the song is heard.

Kids React to YouTube Stars

2011-03-06T11:47:00.000-08:00

New Kids React, featuring videos of You Tube stars!

New Series! Platonic Episode 1

2011-02-27T11:41:00.000-08:00

Check out the first episode of the new series, Platonic, featuring music by Joe:

Kids React Episode 5

2011-02-06T16:20:00.000-08:00

Check out the latest Episode of Kids React!

Review of Miho: Journey to the Mountain

2011-02-02T12:33:00.000-08:00

The end of 2010 was a busy time of year, with four music projects going at once plus the ordinary insanity of the Christmas season. In the middle of this, I received a CD in the mail from the Paul Winter Consort entitled Miho: Journey to the Mountain. I am not sure what list I ended up on, however setting any unsettling wonder aside about the possible compromised nature of my privacy, I decided to listen to the CD several times and provide comments, as the card requested, despite my never having been solicited for such a thing before, so here goes:

The CD has a very natural presentation from the music itself, to the performances, to the photographs and artwork. The Miho is a museum outside of Kyoto Japan, whose design was inspired by the traditional story of Shangri-la, from the winding river-like road, to the tunnel you pass through, to the subsequent emergence onto a landscape covered in blossoming cherry trees and the expansive wilderness. The Miho was met with many restrictions in the construction, which required most of the museum to be built below ground, so as to not interrupt the natural ridge line of the mountains. The liner notes provide a concise and interesting background of the museum's creation and of Paul Winter's experience about how the album came to be. The pictures provide a glimpse into the experience of the Miho, with a very specific architecture designed to meld into the landscape and incredibly lush vistas.

The album was mostly recorded in the Miho which has an impressive acoustic space. Many of the tracks are solos and the reverberations hang in the air like cloud. The atmosphere serves to further outline the harmony, which add to the meditative quality of the album.

I am not familiar with Paul Winter, and have only heard a couple of Paul McCandless' recordings. McCandless' name is inevitable for me since I studied oboe for many years and he is one of the few jazz oboists, or perhaps more accurately, successful jazz oboists. I am however not generally a fan of the saxophone, perhaps turned off by the two-season stint I spent as a drum-major in high school trying to get saxophone players in line. But despite my limited tolerance, I found myself really enjoying this album. Paul Winter has a smooth even tone, and employs gently jazzy nuances with more grace than I expected.

I have heard a few recordings of Paul McCandless before. He has a unique but nice reliable sound on both the oboe and English horn. It certainly differs from my experience and preference of a more rigid classical approach, but he seems to exhibit a gentle effort, it makes me very curious about his breathing and reed technique, and what I could learn from it. His performances on the Heckelphone was the most interesting for me as I have not heard one in performance before. It fit the mood of the album, which features many ethnic instruments, which though exotic, I would have to say the Heckelphone was the most unusual instrument on this album for me; many have heard a bansuri, koto, or the varied percussion several times as they, being the most region-specific colors of central Asia and the far east, transcend leitmotiv conventions to inevitably find their way into countless film soundtracks, the second a film references anything non-western.

The solo pieces have an improvised quality to them, though it is all glued together with the opening three-note motive, which Winter said was inspired by the triangular patterns of the Miho's architecture. Overall for being an east-meets-west endeavor the album is quite tonal and accessible. There is not much in the way of a harmonic challenge to the listener, which I think is appropriate. But the music does not come across as particularly trite or simple. Instead there is a naive, earnest quality to the music, that I tend to find a-typical in music of this sort, which tends to revisit tired cliches.

There are a wide range of Asian instruments and performers, and many pieces are self-consciously titled with names like "Saxophone," or "Bansuri & Saxophone," and possibly my favorite piece on the album "Yangjin (Words of Wish Fulfillment)" titled for the singer Yangjin Lamu, a Tibetan singer and the performer of the piece.

Many of the pieces contain a synth pad background which I find both appropriate and annoying. It's a string/vocal/synth pad sound which helps establish harmony, but also hovers awash in the background. It would have been more interesting to have a custom sample in the space as it kind of recreates the same atmospheric quality as the reverb, but with a bit more specificity. The pad sound seems to harken back to earlier things I've heard from a certain kind of new-age approach to music. I suspect that some of these musicians have been using that sound for a long time, and perhaps it is time to find a new sound.

Overall I am quite charmed with this album, with the exception of one selection: I am not sure exactly how I feel about Borodin's The Steppes of Central Asia, which seems to have been chosen for two reasons: the showcase of the English horn, and that it has "Asia" in the title. McCandless performs it well, and the concept of taking an improvised solo of a classical phrase is interesting. The washy background texture is appropriate, but a Russian's impression of Central Asia, specifically that particular time and school of harmonic thought, reinterpreted with a washy pad and jazz English horn, I'm not sure if it fits with the rest of what they have presented. Although, simultaneously, I can't think of anything more American. Lest I am called out as a hypocrite, I feel completely the opposite of the Bach sonata, which is performed on the Soprano Sax with piano and cello accompaniment (though I wonder how it would have sounded if Winter had incorporated some of the other exotic instruments in lieu of, or in addition to). Perhaps there is always room for a Bach adagio to fit anywhere, or perhaps is just a better programming choice than Borodin.

The album also has samples of landscapes and animal sounds. The two pieces, "The Elephant Dance" and the "Whale Raga" incorporate recordings of the animals purring, growling, spouting and singing, respectively. Throughout the album there are interludes of crickets, birds, and wind. It is a convention that could be overdone, but here it is not. You get just enough to enjoy the moment as it bridges certain pieces together, and it really fits as part of the natural cohesion of the overall experience.

Throughout my busy workday, I found myself looking forward to repeated listenings of the album and the tranquility it provided. It brings to mind the journey inspired by the story, and the final piece Morning Sun is just the sort of piece to bring it to a gentle close, like the meditative end of a yoga workout. Miho: Journey to the Mountain is a cohesive meditation on folklore, nationality, nature, history, politics, architecture, and the way the often seemingly disparate ideas of our world can come together naturally in music.

Explore Miho: Journey to the Mountain on Paul Winter's website.

Kids React Episode 4

2011-01-09T10:58:00.000-08:00

New Episode of Kids React to Viral Videos with music by Joe!

Harry Potter Episode 2!

2011-01-01T16:20:00.000-08:00

Hey check out Episode 2 of Harry Potter featuring music by yours truly!

Gesu now on iTunes and Amazon

2010-12-30T16:20:00.000-08:00

Gesu Bambino is now available for download on iTunes and Amazon!

Gesu Bambino

2010-12-24T09:32:00.000-08:00

Listen to my arrangement of Gesu Bambino fresh off the presses:

End of the Year Shootout!

2010-12-23T16:20:00.000-08:00

Check out the Fine Bros latest video featuring Western Music and my interpretation of the Bed Intruder song:

December Update

2010-12-15T21:00:00.000-08:00

New Video Coming Soon!

2010-12-14T16:20:00.000-08:00

I just shot an update video last night, which includes a look at my strings setup, and a preview of some music for the Fine Bros. upcoming project. Stay tuned!

Wexford Carol featuring Robert King, tenor

2010-12-09T11:34:00.000-08:00

Check out the latest collaboration with Robert King, tenor. He added a beautifully performed vocal to my Orchestral Fantasie on the Wexford Carol.

2010-12-02T04:20:00.000-08:00

Check out the behind the scenes of creating the Kid's React audio:

Behind the Scenes of Joe's Studio

2010-11-17T10:30:00.000-08:00

My first behind the scenes video:

SHORT VERSION:

EXTENDED VERSION:

The Orchestra Unleashed Preview

2010-11-12T16:20:00.000-08:00

Check out this great preview of the September concert from the Orchestra Unleashed! My piece is the first music you hear on the video!

YouTube - Intro

2010-11-12T04:20:00.000-08:00

House of Blackbirds goes to the YouTubes! Check out my intro video:

Harry Potter and the Viral Video

2010-11-08T04:20:00.000-08:00

There's a book idea for Rowling... I'm just finishing up the mixes for the latest project for the Fine Bros. Harry Potter will be the replacement to the Lost: What Will Happen Next series and will be done similarly with action figures. The tricky part is that the music is quite integral to this project, and everyone knows the themes. It's always fun to parody John Williams, and I'm very happy with the result. Behind the scenes video coming soon!

In the meantime check out the second Kids React to Viral Videos video (I'm very tired):

There Wolf

2010-10-29T04:20:00.000-07:00

New music alert! There Wolf is an intense and exciting piece for a large orchestra with a lot of percussion and spooky textures. My tag line for this piece is: transforming into a wolf makes you really, really hungry. Happy Halloween!

Kids React to Viral Videos

2010-10-18T16:20:00.000-07:00

Kids do say the most darndest, adorablest things. Check out the video that features music by yours truly! Featured on Tosh.0, Best Week Ever, Mashable, Today's Big Thing (10/18/2010), TIME, URLesque, Huffington Post and Tubefilter:

Empty Your Cup

2010-10-15T04:20:00.000-07:00

Gotta write something... I'm having a bit of writers block at the moment on a piece I'm working on, and I think I've figured out at least part of what is holding me back.

I will illustrate this by mentioning having watched the film 2012. While the film isn't what I would consider a great film, I like explosions and impressive stunts as much as anyone who typically likes that stuff (the score was good!), but the point is there is a scene at a monastery in China where they reenact an old proverb, which I had forgotten. Forgive me for butchering this: the older monk pours tea in a cup and keeps pouring and the younger monk, says, but the cup is already full, and the tea overflows and runs all over the table. The older monk says (something like), "Your mind is full of opinions and pre-conceived notions. In order to achieve enlightenment, first you must empty your cup."

And I think that is part of my problem. I have all these ideas and opinions of what music is supposed to sound like when it comes out of my brain, and all that is really getting in the way of the music being able to flow out. I'm having a similar problem with proper breath support, when I play (I play the oboe if I hadn't mentioned that yet). I think I know how to do it properly, but again, the cup is so full that I get in my own way. I need to get out of my way, so I can get something done around here! Now all I have to do is figure out HOW to do it. But first I need to sleep.

Lyrical Hell

2010-10-07T04:20:00.000-07:00

Trying to compose something new: lyrics. How can it be the word, the rhyme, the trick, the double-cross can be so damned elusive? Where are you phrase, oh rhetoric? Oh thesaurus, a Gilead fresh out of balm. It's all for a series of songs.

I have this idea for redeveloping an old piece, actually a section from an old assignment from college. There is a pretty opening statement followed by a mysterious section that transforms into this beautiful moment, and returns to mysterious, and the rest of the piece is garbage. I just want to extract the mysterious section, but I am having a block about what would go around it.

I attended the SCL annual membership meeting and met a lot of very awesome composers. I get so intimidated at those functions, discovering how many years of education people have, study and mentoring. I'm glad I went, though I didn't talk to nearly as many people as I should have. I don't know why I tend to shut down in situations like that, but I do; one of my more annoying habits.

Dreams

2010-09-25T04:20:00.000-07:00

I imagined I had contributed another blog post this week, but when I awoke, I realized it had not come to pass. My dreams have been very vivid lately, but the images fade quickly upon waking. Sometimes I find myself in a REM state easily, particularly in the morning between the snooze alarms. And I find that strange alternating wakefulness and dream state makes reality a little shaky, like the mirror being just unstable enough of a portal to cross into.

I know that I have had some ridiculously elaborate dreams, where even if I had the wherewithal to record them immediately upon waking, it is doubtful I would be able to record an accurate account before the details disappear completely. Sometimes I get that full narrative, and other times, a snippet, like I am changing channels or my mind begins to free-associate, improvise on a theme, as it were.

I encourage you to try to keep a record of your dreams. Especially if you are like me and spend the days, or the part of wakefulness you interpret as day, trying to decipher their pertinence. Perhaps I can eventually figure why spiders once figured so prominently and now it has been many months since I have had a spider dream.

Weekend Endorsement: Pop music in another language

2010-09-18T04:20:00.000-07:00

I really like modern music (pop, rock, electronica, alternative and many others). I have even tried to write a few songs, but lyrics always trip me up. Perhaps someday I will be able to come up with that piece of verse that until now has seemed so elusive, that great hook like "bootylicious" only... not.While I have occasionally been subjected to foreign popular stylings, while in Paris I picked up a few random albums, based mostly on a brief listen in the store--if available--or how creative the album art looked, and I thus far have really enjoyed them. Even the weird ones.

Sometimes I can figure out what they are singing about and other times, can only grasp single words here and there, but mostly I am content to let the sound wash over me, and in so doing, have found the experience to be illuminating.

In English (my primary language), music speaks right at me, words, sentences. And often I get tangled up in the lyrics, which makes it easy to take a lot of the aspects of the music, like the song as a whole experience for granted, but in another language (French in this case), being unable to understand the words, I found my experience of the songs became elevated. And when I listened to some of the songs I know well, the experience stayed. It was almost as though I had learned something, but if I did I apparently lack the rhetoric to fully express whatever it was here.

So for this weekend my endorsement is listening to pop music in another language. Not casually catching a song here or there, but really listen to an album and try to connect. Do I even have to say, "the common language is in the music."? I only regret I didn't grab a few albums while I was in Japan a year ago.

The Orchestra Unleashed

2010-09-14T04:20:00.001-07:00

This last weekend September 11th and 12th, there was a great event, which featured several new works, all from living composers: the fall concert of The Orchestra Unleashed.

I was one of the lucky participants chosen to showcase my work, in this case, my piece Across An American Sky. The orchestra sounded amazing and I am so happy with the result. I look forward to being able to share the recording with you.

There were many excellent works and I had an opportunity to meet several of the other composers, who were all as nice as could be. Although there wasn't enough time to hang out and talk shop, I look forward to keeping in touch with them, and hope to see them at the next concert.

Welcome!

2010-09-14T00:30:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the newly updated site. It has been a while since it has been overhauled, and it just seemed like it was time. Due to some formatting issues and limitations within Blogger, I'm having to essentially begin this from scratch, but in the event that you missed out on any of the previous posts, you can access all announcements here.

The site is composed in frames, but I had to complicate the issue by changing the structure. By having blogger embedded in the site, it disallows me from linking cleverly to my own internal content, but it does allow me to update this more easily, and remotely, which was a tradeoff I am willing to accept.

I hope that it also means I will be updating more frequently.